Please don't BLAME me anymore!

please don't! don't blame me..
and don't make me frustration,
all the nightmare you had given to me is ENOUGH!

i know about that, i won't forget it all my life!
the effect is too hurt me so deep that i cannot heal it at all..
i just need you to let me smile, please..

and deep inside my heart, i don't wanna be blamed,
because i don't mean to do that,
but why all the people think that all this sucking fact is my fault?
why?

please don't!

and don't take me out from here!